I just can't

I just can't comprehend, believe, understand, like or want what is going on in this nation.  There are riots and looting going on.  Washington DC just got calmed down with the help of National Gaurds being sent and "special" National Guard units.  Now in Seattle a group called Antifa has taken over 6 blocks saying they have "claimed" the area for theirselves.  Our President Trump is warning Seattle's Mayor and Governor to get control or he will take control and disassemble the anarchists. 

Hawaii has extended their 14 day quarantine for tourists so Greta, Lisa, Kya and I had to cancel our trip for July 7th.  Luckily our Condo offered us a full refund and flights to Hawaii have been adjusted so much that we were able to get a full refund on our flights because it was involuntary that our flights didn't work anymore.  The connection that we paid for was all messed up by the airlines.  It was a blessing that the flight got messed up by the airline or we wouldn't have gotten a refund.  Now we are trying to decide if there is somewhere we could go instead that is more local or we could drive to.  We want to stay away from the riots though. 

I was thinking last night of the two times last fall that Jaxon was saved from death or extreme physical harm.  While on the backpacking trip with the Elders quorum a horse reared backwards, fell and slid right towards him.  He was yanked out of the way and Drew Wright swears he didn't yank him out of the way.  Then his 4wheeler accident last August he is positive he was pulled/yanked from the 4wheeler before it flipped.  He is going into a dangerous job as an Army Ranger and it comforts me that he has been watched over so much.  His Heavenly Father will keep him safe while he does what he is meant to do, protect those he is meant to protect.